I don't know what's happening..
I'm in this downward spiral and it's not good.

I just want to cry all the time.
Small things are setting me off.
I just don't feel happy at all.

There's so much going on in my head.

- Why is she going back to him?
- What happens if his health gets worse?
- What happened during our last phone conversation?
- How can they act as if nothing is wrong?
- How is this fair?

There's only so much one person can take..