Wednesday, November 17, 2010

This wasn't how my year was supposed to go.
It wasn't fair, Fate. What did I ever do to you?
I'll let it slide this time.
But if you put me through hell again next year, I will tell you where to shove it.
You got that, Fate?
I WILL come after you.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

You just don't get it.
I'm pushing this because it is important to me.
But you are just ignoring it.
You made a promise and didn't keep it. Again.
I din't want a repeat of last time, when Marty was around.
I like doing stuff just you and me but now Tony is here nearly everyday.

Everything is just screwing up. But you aren't noticing.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

So,
He writes a pathetic, halfass letter and everything is forgiven?
What the fuck.

Apparently what happened last week meant nothing and it was just normal behaviour.

You might be able to forgive and forget.

But not me.
I hold grudges. And I will NEVER forget what he did.

Monday, November 1, 2010

I broke down last week. It was bad. It was scary.

I think it even scared mum.

But I didn't tell you about it.

I didn't think you would care.
I got that feeling again when I saw you.
Goddammit.
-_-