This year hasn't been fair.
Not fair at all.

All I want is an apology from you.
You didn't just hurt her.

I'm not saying an apology would change anything, it would just be nice to get one.

"I agree with the above posters, it doesn't mean he doesn't love you. And if he really doesn't love you, that's his problem because I'm sure you are a wonderful young woman. Hang in there, someday he'll be the one having the regrets. The regret that he wasn't the father he should have been."

To the person who wrote this, thank you. It means more than you will ever know.

I can't go out there again. It doesn't feel right anymore.
I got my hopes up last weekend. I thought he would be there, and he wasn't.
It hurt, alot.

I'm not going to go back out there.

-Closes that chapter of her life-

Even though we don't talk a whole lot now, I still like to randomly remind you that I love you :D