She told me that the first time we met properly, I came across as very lonely.
I would like to say that I have changed, but in a way I don't think I have. Yeah, I have friends that I love to pieces and a big family. But some days, you just get to this point where nobody else is around, or they just don't get how you feel. My mother and father and step-father have no idea how emotionally fucked up I am because of them.

But no matter what,
I will always answer "good" when someone asks how I am.
Always put on a happy face even when I'm in the worst mood.

Can anyone help me?