Okay, I will admitt that I shot you down when you reached. I only did that because you had found someone new to confide in. You two got on way better than we ever did. You had somuch fun with her. Whenever you were with me, we never had that fun. I'm never not going to want you in my life. You are a big part of it. I lost a person like that once, and I'm not going to happen again. And you don't text me either. And if we do text the conversation usually dies pretty quickly. Yes, usually that is because I don't offer much. But if you ever wanted to talk, yo could always call me (once you got my number obviously). I would call you but I never know when you are home. I love hanging out with you. Just us. But I worry that you will spend the time thinking about how much more fun you could be having with Kate and Dara. And now that I live on the other side of Christchurch, there isn't much of a chance that we can meet up, is there?

Believe me when I say, I miss you.
We have so many great memories.
We have had many great times.

And I hope we have many more..